I changed the name of my blog to reflect the new me. I have had the unusual opportunity to start a new life with a new outlook. The last 3 years have been life-changing to say the least. Those of you out there that may know me, know a lot of the details. I am an open book these days so is anyone has any questions, let me know and we can chat about it.

The new me is a stronger person and I am doing my best to show that to the world. Stick with me and we’ll see how it all plays out.

I’m back in the world. I don’t know if anyone still reads this blog. What a crazy 3 years life has dealt out. I don’t know how much I’ll be able to post. But let’s see how this goes.

I was just sitting here feeling super negative for some reason. You know when  you get on your own nerves?  So I came online to see what was going on to take my mind off of whatever is going on.

I found this video by Brother David Steindl-Rast. I have become a big fan of his in the past year. This kind of snapped me out of it a little, which a lot of times is all I need.

So I thought I would share.

ENJOY! and HAPPY FRIDAY!

 

I’m here. It’s been awhile. Life has been good.

My Buddhist studies have been going well. I am learning so much about myself through the path. My times in meditation have become deeper and it still all feels familiar.

I have gotten away from writing lately, but it had a lot to do with my therapy. I ama in the middle of some deep crap so some things kind of fell to the wayside. I’m back into it now…the writing I mean.

Wow…this was kind of a lame entry, but I think that’s all I have for now.

I saw this on our local news this morning and thought I should post a link to her page. I have nothing else to say about this, there just aren’t any words at all for this.

Little warning that the pics aren’t very nice to look at.

Cammy’s story

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Did you ever feel like you were on the verge of something huge? Like the way you were going was not quite right and you were finally realizing that?

I lost my job last Wednesday and I panicked for about 15 minutes until Mike and I talked about it. And you know what? It’s totally fine.

I think I have been on the wrong path career wise and now it’s time to sit back for a little bit, get my bearings again, and then totally change course.  The more I think about it, the more I know this is a wonderful thing.

It has been confirmed by a couple people who’s opinion I trust as well.  And during my meditation times since then, I have actually looking for the stress inside to make sure I wasn’t compartmentalizing it and it’s just not there.

Instead I find peace and strangely, excitement.

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